Man
Eater
by Steven Wolfe |
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The dripping fishbeast a truck-long muscled mouth hangs from the shed's crossbeam, mindless, a pendulum swinging slightly to the movement of the earth. A blade rips-- the remains of a seal flood from the bloody slit across the cement floor. The boy behind the man steps with him from the shade into sunlight greasy with chum and salt and smoke billowing from the crab shack as sacks of sliced potatoes tumble from burlap into hot lard. His father's giant hand lays damp across his neck sweetened with vinegar and blood. The boy slips his hold, returns to the dark shed gut puddled, the beast still hanging from the straining rope, eyes flat, jaws stretched for an endless consuming hunger that will never now be satisfied. Inside the shed, a silent, damp vaginal salinity; a taste you know though you're only fourteen, blood-rushed, glowing, veined in the muscle and hard seven times a night in the basement bed of that girl to whom-- time will teach you how this works-- you will soon be a stranger. Your pocket blade glimmers, twisting in the bloodsoaked gum as you pry out a tooth and rub it to a skeletal luster, saw-edged, still pulsing with the singleminded craving for pressure, puncture, gush and tear. You can feel the edge scything through the water, swells passing soundlessly above and the steep black depths echoing with honks and twitches, somewhere the scent of warm mammal blood blossoming in the water. If only you could ride against this skin, muscles twitching strong under the fat, let the seawater rush across your back diving into chasms until your eyes burst from pressure your ears collapse and fill; become just this smell and this taste this ruthless absolute self. Pressed shoulder against the door riding home under a purple sky, black mountains loom jagged and tall like the gelled pompadour of some pompous, vacant TV star. Well-meaning hands steer you back to a quiet servitude in the land of half-truths, paint and glass and carpets obese lawns and perfect curbs the tooth shoved deep in a pocket against your thigh. The brutal flesh carved into steaks will impart not an atom of its essence to those who eat it; No courage to the weak No muscle to the flaccid No vision to the lying. It will give them no life as they gave you life, nothing you ever asked for. You are silent, impermeable; everything they say is wrong, and like the beast they will never know you-- and you will say not a single word about anything, to anyone, ever again. |
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