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                | Poems by Claudia Grinnell
 |  On 
              the Eighth Day And 
              here, I said, beholdthe 
              angels living in this cave.
 We 
              have tortured them
 into 
              confessing
 about 
              the heads of needles, and the number
 of 
              times God made
 us 
              in his own image,
 and 
              who held the mirror.
   Conditions 
              Vertical and Conditions Horizontal Woman, 
              seven months pregnantI 
              was the owner
 of 
              one
 complete 
              house--
 then 
              slow infestation
 needing
 heartbeats, 
              blood, oxygen
 pressing
 for 
              more space. Certain foods
 were 
              out of the question,
 categorical
 denial 
              of fried bacon.
 It 
              feeds
 on 
              me.
 Man, 
              drinking coffee
 black, 
              hasn't slept
 in 
              days, walks to work humming
 his 
              own lullaby.
 He 
              is not himself
 anymore, 
              his wife says.
 He 
              is constantly exploding
 objects: 
              lawns spattered
 with 
              dandelion buds,
 a 
              red tractor,
 a 
              mountain of impressive dimension.
 Message, 
              on an answering machine
 If 
              I can't find you
 don't 
              look for me.
 Anna, 
              upon waking
 finds 
              a toe in her bed.
 Her 
              own bed, her own toe, detached
 neatly 
              from her foot--no blood.
 Other 
              body parts hang on
 precariously, 
              but look
 edible. 
              Stew of forearm,
 or 
              rack of cheek.
 Anna, 
              in the course of the day
 drives 
              a red convertible,
 waves 
              to whistling construction workers.
 This 
              is the game
 of 
              others who learned to sign
 in 
              exact arrangements
 of 
              onezeroonezeroonezero. Order
 is 
              the essential idea here.
 Don't 
              be dismayed: the roadside
 is 
              littered with car cadavers,
 still 
              shiny tail fins
 jut 
              into the air. Grass gets
 slicker 
              and more fatal.
 One 
              moment
 of 
              inattention
 and 
              Anna's car spills
 over 
              the bridge,
 bonfires
 into 
              a spray of water and metal.
 Her 
              ear floats to the surface
 twenty 
              minutes later and sails
 down 
              the Ouachita, reaching
 the 
              Delta by mid-morning.
 I
 cut 
              my heel in the shower,
 bled 
              through seven layers
 of 
              gauze and white tennis socks
 before 
              I called my lover
 asking 
              what to do. Stop
 kneeling 
              he said. I'd offer
 you 
              my comfort, he said,
 but 
              my flesh is being eaten
 by 
              termites. I'll leave you
 with 
              this, he said, I'm afraid
 to 
              speak, afraid of this state
 of 
              logical permutations, afraid
 that 
              the trees will grow faster
 than 
              the poison I pour
 into 
              the earth. So this is it
 then, 
              I asked. No sapphires
 for 
              my brand new bed. No
 eruptions 
              of hunger, madness, words.
 I 
              keep hearing
 words, 
              there
 must 
              be
 termites 
              in heaven.
   Once 
              Again, Tell Me What It Is I. 
              Proper Way to Fall in Love Not 
              in Port-au-Princewhen 
              you're down
 to 
              your last Gourde,
 not 
              in Algiers, Tripoli
 or 
              Khartoum when Cassiopeia
 drops 
              her veil
 but 
              when all you have left
 is 
              a sentence
 about 
              gray nightingales--
 the 
              color of life.
 II. 
              Probably, This is Love This 
              is the first lineof 
              a poem nesting precariously
 in 
              the crevice of my elbow.
 I 
              am not saying that
 to 
              alarm you, but to draw
 your 
              attention to the blossoming
 sprouts 
              of yellow hibiscus
 right 
              there at the tip
 of 
              my tongue.
 III. 
              Afterwards, Everyone is Covered with Fog For 
              at least 99 incarnationsas 
              a limbless, worm-like
 amphibian 
              [skeleton mostly
 bony] 
              during times
 when 
              dragons rule. Don't fret,
 mein 
              Liebchen, ma cher,
 it's 
              your face
 that's 
              taking form.
 I 
              conjure you, and you arrive
 to 
              open the door,
 in 
              an old black and white movie,
 to 
              put your hand on your hip--
 there's 
              a shadow across your face
 and 
              your voice is raw
 from 
              Whiskey and cigarettes.
 And 
              I fall in love with you,
 you, 
              a derelict sailboat
 with 
              broken masts.
   The 
              Case Against Idealism Sacred 
              cowsmoo
 too.
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